Psychopathy: addicted to Gs?

Mar 2020
243
21
US
Am I a psychopath if I can't focus enough? I get the most pleasure out of being disturbed and even being in death risking situations. Gunfire excites me. I'd rather watch the world go up in "cleansing" gun battles than live as a pathetic imp.

I like staying up late at night and sleeping all day long. I get bored easily but I never do anything productive. I only chase highs. I get so high that I crash hard and then I get high on something different.

I imagine FBI and CIA watching me because feeling important is all that matters to me. I can't possibly work to earn money so I constantly come to terms with death. And since I am ready to die, why not take the whole world down, I won't see it anyway.

It seems there is a radio station in my head and people worship me and agree with everything I say or attack me abusively so that I cannot think through telepathy.

When everyone agrees with me I am unable to do my dark highs. When everyone disagrees with me it is so distracting I can't possibly live, I must destroy everything.

No real freedom when your whole brain is broadcasted.

Is this delusion a product of ingredient of my pychopathic G addiction?

Am I Jewish now?

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Jul 2021
148
13
London
Am I a psychopath if I can't focus enough? I get the most pleasure out of being disturbed and even being in death risking situations. Gunfire excites me. I'd rather watch the world go up in "cleansing" gun battles than live as a pathetic imp.

I like staying up late at night and sleeping all day long. I get bored easily but I never do anything productive. I only chase highs. I get so high that I crash hard and then I get high on something different.

I imagine FBI and CIA watching me because feeling important is all that matters to me. I can't possibly work to earn money so I constantly come to terms with death. And since I am ready to die, why not take the whole world down, I won't see it anyway.

It seems there is a radio station in my head and people worship me and agree with everything I say or attack me abusively so that I cannot think through telepathy.

When everyone agrees with me I am unable to do my dark highs. When everyone disagrees with me it is so distracting I can't possibly live, I must destroy everything.

No real freedom when your whole brain is broadcasted.

Is this delusion a product of ingredient of my pychopathic G addiction?

Am I Jewish now?

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You are not a psychopath. Nobody cares about drug addictions, but nevertheless psychopaths are the reason for what you are, and I think most people would love to see them go from the world, so nothing unusual about that. The question is when are they going to go from the world, as they are out there victimising others, and yet, they don't go from the world. I think you are generalising when you are claiming that the whole world is that way, a lot of people are victims and survivors too of psychopaths and they don't deserve things happening to them either, by the hands of psychopaths. It would be nice if you joined them and talked about how you feel too, so it would feel less lonely and you would also learn life is worth living unlike what the psychopath made you believe, but I think it's entirely normal being angry at the psychopaths and the injustices they cause. The important thing is not directing the anger towards yourself. And do not help psychopaths, see the Scottish psychopath on here? Ignore him and do not help him, please. Help people like you if you care.