i am having panic attacks

Jul 2020
I was talking to one of my aunt yesterday.She has a lot of money but uses a very cheap phone.One time I said,lets go..I will buy an iphone for you.She said okay.I told her that I don’t have any money and when I will have money I will give her iphone.I said that for being nice.I don’t want to give her iphone.She has a lot of money but doesn’t use them.She hasn’t gifted me anything ever.I said that out of nowhere that day.
Now I am having panic attack thinking what if she wants that phone when I will have money.I really don’t want to be used by her or anyone.
Jun 2020
She will probably forget it by then. Don't stress out too much on this.

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